| I just don't understand why you wont talk to me!
What am I supposed to say.
|
| |
| Awh me and Paul are okay
Lalalalalalallalala.
|
| |
| Lots of stuff happened last night, and Paul's just rang me saying he'll be at mine in half an hour because he has something to tell me, that he doesn't want to say over the phone or in a text. I asked if it's bad and he said "well not really bad but...I'll tell you when I get there." So now I am worried. Lallala he will be here soon soo I'll find out then but blah. I am nervous.
|
| |
| writing a song lalala.
Maybe i'll share it.
|
| |
| I only feel safe listening to music, when I'm on the bus, right at the back. A few people scattered here and there. Not too busy, not too empty, my phone in my hand gazing out the window. Whether it's the sun beaming onto my arm, or the rain hitting the window. I just love the feeling of being on a bus for a really long time, right at the back listening to music. There and only there do I feel safe. I deliberately get the extra long buses home, for that extra time for music. Recently I enjoy listening to Taylor Swift, above all other singers. I can listen to her all night long, all day long..any time I can, I'll listen I adore her, her words so wise..so perfect to describe what you're really going through. I genuinely feel I can relate to what she sings. Because I know it's true and I definitely am going through some of this with Paul. I keep mentioning him more and more, but it's because this whole issue, well situation is really bugging me, I haven't been eating as much..I haven't been sleeping, I just I feel lost without him. I just hope he realizes before it's too late that I'm innocent and really do care for him, because this is so horrible for both of us, this time last week everything was fine.. Please, let's go back to that...
|
| |
